Category Archives: doubts

the things of the night.

I know the night is not the same as the day: that all things are different, that the things of the night cannot be explained in the day, because they do not then exist, and the night can be a … Continue reading

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This is horribly un-recovery-friendly, but I miss being thin so much. I’m internet shopping under extreme duress, because my mum wants me to order something that my brother can give me for Christmas, even though I’ve said I don’t mind, … Continue reading

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pre-christmas + ‘overcoming overeating’.

Better admit it: I’m scared about Christmas. From an ED perspective, this is fair enough. Pretty much everyone with an eating disorder is scared about Christmas. There is pressure, and temptation, and a loss of control, and binging, and self-loathing, … Continue reading

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The Positive: I went to a friend’s the other night (Friday) to hang out – usually I wouldn’t, as I’m kind of on the sidelines of that group, so even though it was average and a bit boring, we did … Continue reading

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